LifeIsShort,Don'tMakeItShorter.

2011-03-26T14:13:00.002+08:00

I can't take it when I get scolded just because I asked for something that my dear customer wants. The real reason why I don't want to work with you is because I can't take it when you people kept picking on me just because I don't speak up. If you think I can be bullied always, just wait till I blow my top. I won't want to say who is bad but I only know that ,'R', you're the only person that is really good to my in my working life. Thanks!! Farewell. To the fuckers out there, Fuck you, in your face!! Even if I can't work there anymore, I also don't fuck mind. Mother fuckers!!

2011-03-22T01:24:00.003+08:00

I Like You!! Yes, You!! You Know Who You Are!! You!! But I'm Not Gonna Bother You Till......... You're Not Attached, Perhaps? Anyway, Good Luck To You!! (:

2010-11-30T22:56:00.002+08:00

Beautiful life means you and you boy. Anyway, I've got many many things to say but I just can't and I hope you will not know. Putting these here is to let you know that, I'm not as carefree as you think I am. Just take a look at my blog, it really seems all messed up. As you said, you treat me as a brother, but sometimes, some things about you really do contradict the things that you said or do. So I don't know where to find the believe for you, the trust towards you. And if you're hurt, let me tell you something, I'm dying. Maybe just walking my last route to the gates of hell. There are many things I really feel like saying, but I think I'll shall not , and what you want to think about me, it's up to you, I know what I'm up to, that's it. And seriously, do take good care of yourself.

Now, Sorting out ALL my problems slowly, one by one.
Thinking about which is worth it and which aren't.
Leslie, I know you can!!
Forget about everything, lead your life like you never did now!!

2010-11-20T13:47:00.003+08:00

I shouldn't have disturb you. I guess you're really busy, and I guess you'll always be, but it's okay. I think I shall not bother you again anymore. I shall let you lead your life, not going to bother you and interfere your beautiful life again. You take care!! (: Farewell then~

2010-11-13T02:27:00.000+08:00

I Miss You, Leslie.

2010-11-01T22:20:00.005+08:00

I don't know why when I'm troubled, I don't go to anyone, I only come here.
I want to share, but I can't find anyone suitable to.
How I wish I can find that someone quickly.
I've really got many things to share.
Lots of them, troubling me, pestering me, irritating me.
If one day the world would let me leave, all I can hope is, I've left peacefully.

Many problems left untold,
Just don't know how long more I can hold.
Many irritating problems that are kept in my heart,
I think one day I'm become retard.
Just read my blog,
Wondering about my life being like a fog.
I always wanted to tell you that I'm waiting for you,
But my mind just can't think of any clue.
I think I really have to forget you,
But I think you'll appear out of the blue.
I hope that it won't take me years,
Because I'm always wondering about my own fears.
Broken heart like broken glass,
Wonder how long the fixing would last.
Signing off like what I usually do,
Just hope that you don't treat me like a fool.
Bye!~

2010-09-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

I see no point posting my feelings all here, it don't help much.
Now the only thing i feel like doing is just sleep any never wake up,
someone help me grant that wish?

No matter how nice is it, friends don't want it, it'll be shit.

2010-06-26T01:57:00.003+08:00

Sorry for being an extra. Really sorry. I don't know if you'll read this or not, but I think you will. Sorry. Deep down, you guys will always be my great friends.

2010-06-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

Just real sad.

2010-06-12T01:21:00.003+08:00

Dear, (S)pencer (H)amilton (T)eejay~
If one day I forget you, it means that I've found someone better, but if I've yet to find someone better, I'll still continue to like you, I don't know how long it'll take, but I'm willing to wait. Ya. So for now, I'll wish you all the best with him, yup. Hope you can really stay happy always as you've told me. Ya. And though I always tell my friends that I don't really care about you, but deep down inside, I guess, I really do love you. So, best wishes once again.
Love always,
Leslie~

2010-06-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

I'm back!! Only for now!!

2010-01-25T15:26:00.001+08:00

38 Things about Guys

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23. ,b>If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

2010-01-17T22:41:00.001+08:00

Fuck It! Okay! Fuck It! [:
It's Over! No More, 'In A Relationship' I Guess........
hahahahaha. Fuck It!!!! [: Life Still Carry On, And Always Will! (:
Positive Babe! Come On! hahaha.

2010-01-13T17:15:00.004+08:00

If I knew life's so miserable, I would rather stay in hell and never be reborned. Or am I thinking too much? I really hope that live would not be that harsh on me. If life's really gonna be harsh, I really see no point in living, but for my family, I would live for them. I'll live for mom and shall die for dad, cos i love them. I feel so girly saying all this, but I don't think i'll say 'I love you' to them, but i do love them. Wish myself all the best.
If I really was waiting for you, thinking of you every single day, missing you every single night, need you every single time, do you believe? If I cherish the times we spent together, treasure the sad and happy memories that we left with each other and doing things to make me forget you even though it hurts but I just can't forget you. When I learnt that you had someone else, I thought that I can finally forget you, but actual fact is I didn't and i don't want to. All Because, I love you. All this may sounds like it's all a joke, it's all a lie, it's not true. However, believe it or not, I will love you maybe until i'm dead? Or I might think I'm ready to give up? No one in the world knows. No one knows me well. I'm a complicated person. None of my friends know me well enough to proudly say they know me well. After all, I hope those things I've done silently won't go down the drain.

Signing off...
Take care guys!

LeslieChua~

2009-12-19T01:22:00.001+08:00

AnJie ! Can You Stop Being A Kpo And Stop Stalking My Blog ? [: I'll Thank You If You Were To Stop Stalking My Blog La . [:

2009-12-18T04:21:00.008+08:00

You Guys May Think , Friends , Best Friends Are Forever . But When This Powerful Thing Called 'MONEY' Comes In Between You And Your Friend , Friends = Nothing , Money = Everything . WHY ?

Another Thing , Why Must I Be Treated Like That , I Feel Like Everyone Is Like Leaving Me . Because When Your Friend Stops Working , You Neglected Me . Maybe I'm Thinking Too Much , BUT What If Its Real ? What If This Are The Facts ? What If This Are Meant To Happen To Me ? Will Anyone Know , I've Got No One , I Guess , Except Family . You All May Think I've Got All My Friends , All My Good Good Friends . Its All Just A Lie , I'm Actually Looking For Someone Who Can Understand Me . I Found The Person , But That Person's Living Her Own Life , I Hope That She'll Be By Me , But I Hope That She'll Be Happy That All . I Don't Expect Anything From Her , Just Hope That She'll Be Happy .

I Know That I've Cause A Lot Of Hurt To You , I Know That , And I Regretted It , But Its All Too Late , What's Done Cannot Be Undone . Its Already Done , Already Hurt , Already Broken . No Matter What , I Don't Wish To Hurt You Again . And One More Thing , I Didn't Break My Promise . Its Just That , After That Incident , Life Still Have To Carry On , We Are Still Great Friends , Its Only Thing We Didn't Meet Up That Often Though . . . Now , I Don't Know What I'm Thinking , I'm Always Thinking Of You Every Now And Then And I Just Realized That I Really Love You , BUT ! I Don't Expect Anything , Just Want You To Be Happy . [: Maybe I'm Just Missing You ? Or Am I Thinking A Little Bit Too Much ?

BUT Why Am I Thinking So Much ? I Treasure You Guys , I Cherish The Times You Spent With Me . Why Can't Anyone Just Understand ?

BTW Thanks JiaLe For Being My Listening Ears , I Know That You've Always Try To Understand Me , But Its Difficult . I'm Kind Of Complicated And Interesting Person As You've Said ... I Just Want To Know Why Am I Treated Like This ? Why's My Life Like That ? I Hope I Can Say It All Out , But It'll Spoil Our Friendship . So Better Not .

Was It Something I Said ?
Or Something I Never Did ?
Or Was I Always In The Way ?
Could Someone Tell My What To Say To Just Make You Stay ?

Is this all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all ?

2009-12-16T03:21:00.005+08:00

My Daily Timetable .

2pm , wake up . eat .
go out slack , if got work , work .
slack till at night 12am .
come home bathe , play comp till 4am .
off comp . go room play psp till 4am plus .
sleep till . . . . . . . .

2pm , wake up . eat .
go out slack , if got work , work .
slack till at night 12am .
come home bathe , play comp till 4am .
off comp . go room play psp till 4am plus .
sleep till . . . . . . . .

2pm , wake up . eat .
go out slack , if got work , work .
slack till at night 12am .
come home bathe , play comp till 4am .
off comp . go room play psp till 4am plus .
sleep till . . . . . . . .

2pm , wake up . eat .
go out slack , if got work , work .
slack till at night 12am .
come home bathe , play comp till 4am .
off comp . go room play psp till 4am plus .
sleep till . . . . . . . .

2pm , wake up . eat .
go out slack , if got work , work .
slack till at night 12am .
come home bathe , play comp till 4am .
off comp . go room play psp till 4am plus .
sleep till . . . . . . . .

2pm , wake up . eat .
go out slack , if got work , work .
slack till at night 12am .
come home bathe , play comp till 4am .
off comp . go room play psp till 4am plus .
sleep till . . . . . . . .

2pm , wake up . eat .
go out slack , if got work , work .
slack till at night 12am .
come home bathe , play comp till 4am .
off comp . go room play psp till 4am plus .
sleep till . . . . . . . .

And That's The
Eff(F)
Euu(u)
See(c)
Kay(k)
Eye(i)
End(n)
Gee(g)
Cycle That Repeats Almost Daily . . . . . . .

2009-12-10T01:11:00.001+08:00

I Love The Post That Falls On , Saturday, October 11, 2008 .
Can Go Take A Look , I Find It Meaningful . hahahas . Maybe .

2009-12-10T01:06:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR.CHANGANJIE!

2009-11-27T20:04:00.001+08:00

LESLIECHUA~

Eeeeeks , Korkor ah ! You meimei suddenly missed you alr lahhzxc. IDIOT:X
Laughs , faster contact me luh !
Arhboh i kill you !
Takecare of yourself ah:D

Gerine was here :}

2009-11-13T08:16:00.002+08:00

Yo ! It's Either 1 or 3 More Days La . So It's Either 60 Or 180 Lo . I'll Be Free By Sunday La . {:

LeslieChua~

2009-11-12T07:52:00.002+08:00

288 Already La . Still Got 240 More La . Alamak ! Boring Sia .
Hey ! Ah Mei Ah ! Thanks For Updating My Blog Ah ! 9 More Days Going Overseas Already . Sounds Kind Of Fun . Oh Ya ! I'm Working , Ya , So I Will Be Very Busy These Days . Ya . So You Guys Take Care ! {:

LeslieChua~

2009-11-07T01:07:00.003+08:00

As I've Said , CAJ , Even Though Its Not You Who Bought It , I'll Treat It As Its From You , And I'll Never Remove It , I Don't Care If You Dislike Me , Hate Me , Want To Kill Me . I Don't Care , All I Care Is You Are My Great Friend . [: Take Care [: And Ya , For LZMB , Even If We're Not VERY Close , I'll Still Treat You As A Great Friend . [: Take Care . [:

2009-11-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

HIHI^^V ;
ForMyInfo , Is LeslieChua Died?

GerineWasHereJustNow.

2009-10-31T16:27:00.004+08:00

GerineISHereToSpam:D

1,2,3 -- Here I come !

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I've helped him t relink me xD

2009-10-29T10:41:00.001+08:00

HI,
Bye :D

GerineWasHere !

Dumb.

2009-10-25T16:15:00.002+08:00

Blahblahblah~

Yes! Hello again-.-

Firstly,

Sorry t LeslieChua!

Yesterday say wait till you shower finish then i call you.

But in the end,

I fell asleepD:

I'mSorry!

2nd time le :x

Secondly,

I'm Boreeee now !

>< ,

EntertainMe?

-.- ,

Bye

GerineWasHereAgainLahIdiot-.-

HisMsnSucks-.-

2009-10-24T20:56:00.001+08:00

Hi ,
Bye (:
LeslieChua Is Maddd^^V
On the phone w him now.

GerineWasHereJustNow :}

2009-10-23T18:00:00.001+08:00

LALAALA~~
Byeeeeeeee.

{G}erineWasHere

2009-10-22T16:02:00.001+08:00

Hello.
Blahblahblah-.-
She's Here again !
wth? I'm bored!
LeslieChua, Entertain me ley ~
:D ,
Byebye

2009-10-21T19:33:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Here I come helping this dumbdumb to blog(:

I want t keep his blog alive mannzxc !

-.- , want guessguess who i am ?

Blahblah, GerineYapJieLing here!

Today went BukitBatok ITE.

Saw courses that i can take after Nlvl.

But havent decide yet.

Cause its like still got 2 more years to my Nlvl?

-.- Lame siah .

Okehh , But had funn ofcourse:D,

xD.

I WANT GO MSPHERSON ITE(:

2009-10-20T18:07:00.000+08:00

Blahblahblah(:
Gerine is here to make this Dumbdumb's Blog alive:D
(:
Nothing t post about actually.
:D,
Takecare.

2009-10-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

Chances Only Once , Choices Made Millions .
Once A Heart's Broken , It's Into Billions .
Sacrificing Something Important To You May Be Hurtful ,
But I'm Sure You'll Recieve Something Meaningful .
If Having Myself Unhappy For Your Happiness ,
It's Really What I Want To See .
If Dying For You Can Save Your Life ,
I Would Be More Than Willing To Give It To You .
It May Seems Like It's Just Some Kind Of Stupid Lies ,
But When The Time Comes ,
You Know How Important You Are To Me .
All Those Things I've Done For You ,
I Just Only Hope That You Won't Just Betray Me .
Thousands Of Friends , Good And Bad .
No One Knows .
Different Kinds Of Character ,
I Don't Care ,
It's Just The Memories That I'll Always Remember .
Please Cherish The Things That You Have Before You Lose Them .
Especially The People Around You , Near , Far , Seldom Contact ,
No One Know When They Might Leave You .

liomoide-o arigato
sabishikunaru-yo
zutto kimi-o omotteru

2009-09-25T22:23:00.003+08:00

Today After Went Coffee Express Eat With JiaLe And Vivian , And Slacked With Lester And JunLeong . After That , Went Home Change Already , Went To Coffee Express Then Walked To Downtown , Play Catching At Arcade . Then Went To 470 Lepak , Played Some Fun Games , Then At 8Plus Go Home Eat . Then Thought Of Going Down Slack With JunLeong But Some Arguements At Home La . Damn Tired Of All This , Gonna Die Soon .
Baby , Take Good Care Of Yourself , Hope You'll Find Someone Better . Love .

Take Care .
LeslieChua~

2009-09-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

Er . Hi . Got Nothing To Post This Few Days . So , Will Be Posting Little . [: Anything You Want Me To Post , Please Tell Me . [:

2009-09-12T01:53:00.005+08:00

I Seriously Feel That We Are Like Worlds Apart .
And I Would Really Love To Know Somethings Honestly .
Do You Really Love Me ?
Do You Need Me ?
Am I Just A Friend Who You Can Just Talk To Anytime You Want ?
What Am I To You ?
Who Am I To You ?
How Important Am I To You ?
Do You Really Miss Me ?
Am I Real ?
Or Am I Just Nothing ?

I Really Love You , Thats Why Want To Know This From You .
I Really Need You Cause I Really Love You .
I Hope That I Can Chat With You Everyday , Every Hour , Every Mintue .
You Are A Girl That I'll Always Miss , No Matter Where You Are .
I Treat You As My Life , My Another Half .
I Really Do Miss You . Really , Even When You're Messaging Me , Talking To Me , Chatting With Me .
I Really Hope You Could Be There For Me Always .
I Hope That I Could Be The One You See When You Wake Up In The Morning .
Seriously , I'm Jealous About Alot Of Things , But I Try To Understand You .
I Thought Alot , Emo All Alone , In The Middle Of The Night , Tearing Cause I Was Afraid To Lose You .
You're Not Mine Yet , Thats Why I'm That Afraid That I Might Lose You .
But Even If I Lose You , I Hope That Your Another Half Would Give You Happiness .

LeslieChua~

2009-09-10T21:48:00.010+08:00

如果放弃你能给你幸福，我会选择放弃你 . 我爱你 .
1.If Not Looking At Me Can Make You Happy , I Am Willing To Die So That You Will Forget Me .
2.If Thinking Negativly Can Get You Closer To Me , By Now , You're Already With Me .
3.If Letting You Go Can Bring You Happiness , I'm Willing To Be All Alone Thinking Of You .
4.If Loving You Can Bring Back Time , It Will Be My Previous Life By Now .
5.If Missing You Can Kill A Person , Everyone On Earth Will Be Dead .

Means ;
1.I Really Hope That You Can Be Happy Always .
2.I Really Have Been Thinking ALOT . Jealous , Bad Things , Almost Everything Bad .
3.I Hope That No Matter Who You're With , The Person Will Give You Happiness .
4.I Really Really Love You Alot Although We Don't Know Each Other Well Enough .
5.I Really Really Miss You Alot , Hope That You Can Spend More Time With Me .

Take Care ! {:
Love You Always .

2009-09-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

Baby ! I'm Back ! Hahas . Miss You Even Though Messaged You Half Day . Hahas .
Hope Can Message You Whole Day Lei ! {: Baby ! Please Eat More {: Good For Your Health ! {:
Baby ! Anything You Want Me Post For You ? Tell Me What You Want Me To Post , I'll Post Immediately ! {: Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh Eh ! I Love You . {:

2009-09-07T13:40:00.000+08:00

Going Out Slack La ! hahahs . [: Anything Call Me Or Message Me La ! I'll Reply Immediately La ! [: Okay La ! I Go Already La ! hahahas . [: Take Care La ! [:
LoveYouBaby ! [:

2009-09-07T01:03:00.001+08:00

i don't know

2009-09-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

Forget It .

2009-09-04T16:54:00.001+08:00

I've Go No Faith In Myself ,
I'm Always Afraid That I'll Lose You ,
Cos Your Always So Popular .
No Faith , Confidence , Courage , Trust In Myself .
Where've They Been To ?
Where's The Previous Me ?
Am I Who I Am ?
Or Am I Acting ?
Is It Just A Drama ?
All I Can Say Is I Love You ,
But I'm Don't Dare To Love You That Much Yet .
As I Don't Trust Myself ,
And I've No Confidence .
I'm Looking Down At Myself .
Get My Confidence Back ,
My Courage ,
My Trust Back .

How ? ? ? ?

2009-08-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Many Problems Left Untolded . Sometimes I Feel Like I'm All Alone Although You're Just Beside Me . Problems About You But Afraid That It Will Spoil Our Relationship . Although You Say You're Always There , I Can't Feel Your Presence . No Problems Has Been Said Nor Told To Anyone . It Has All Been Erased , But It Ain't Permanent Gone . I've Been Taken For Granted . I'm All Fake , Emotions's Fake , Life's Fake .

Today Go School Do Art , 3 Periods Finish 2 Digital Art Project . Go For PE After Art . Nothing Much Happened Actually , Only Mother Tongue Fun , Joked Around With Teacher . {: After School Go 195 Slack Till 3.30pm Then Went Home Changed Then Went Back To 195 Study Till 6.40pm , Played Soccer Till 8pm Then Went Home . . . Thinking Of Bii . Nothing Much Already , Ya . {: Thats All .

2009-08-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today Go School ! Late ! On The Dot ! LOLS . Power La !!!! In Class 'Quarrel With Anjie That Lame Guy .... Lols . Then Got Sex Talk During The Last Two Periods .. Lols . Damn Fun . . . After School Go Home Change , Then To 195 Study , Then Go MacDonald's Eat Then Continue Studying Till 6.30pm . Then Go Satish House Play With His Dog . hahas . Reach Home At 7pm Wait For Bii To Online Until Now Still Not Online Yet . hahas . I Miss Her Sooo Damn Much Sia ! hahahas . [: Bii ! Faster Get Your Phone Lei . . Miss You So Much , Feel Like Calling You Every Night . hahahas . {: Bii ! Good Luck For Your Exams . {: Ai Ni ! {: Take Care !

2009-08-24T22:42:00.001+08:00

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2009-08-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

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2009-08-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

Baby ! I Miss You ! Please Sleep Early ! Get More Rest ! {: Jia You For Your Exams ! {: Ai Ni ! {: HAHAHAHAS . Take Care Arh !

LeslieChua~

2009-08-24T21:01:00.001+08:00

Bi ! I Miss You ! hahahas .
Today In School , Got Youth Power(Lessons By CARE Singapore), Talked About Respect .
Actually , School Nothing Much La , In Class Keep Looking At My Phone Wallpaper And Recess Abit Special . No Malays , More Quiet .
After School , Got Detention . From 2 To 5 . Sat At The Detention Place And Joke All The Way When I'm Not Suppose To Talk .
After Detention , Walked Friends To Bus Stop , And Still Joking All The Way .
Went Home , On The Computer , Talked To My Bi ! Miss Her Soooo Damn Much !
I Miss My Baby's Voice ! Soo Cute And Lovely !{:
Miss Her Laughter !
Biii ! Wo Ai Ni!

2009-08-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

Guess No One Can .
I Think I'll Be Fine After Awhile .

2009-08-11T18:59:00.000+08:00

I'm Feeling Down . Cheer Me Up . If You Think You Can .

2009-07-13T16:05:00.006+08:00

I Ever Wanted You To Be By Me ,
As I Saw That You Wasn't Happy .
Thought That I Could Hold You Tight ,
Now I Know I Wasn't Right .
Loving You Was The Only Thing I Can Do ,
Because , I Wasn't Good At Expressing Things Out To You .
I Always Thought That I Could Make You Happy By Myself ,
But All I Saw Was You Been Locked Up In My Cell .
Looking At You Leading Your Cheerful Life ,
Wish That You Will Be As Strong As A Bee Hive .
Hoping That You Can Really Be Free By Now ,
And Never Will I Be Pestering You
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Take Care .
Yours Truely , LeslieChua~

2009-06-07T00:49:00.008+08:00

I Guess You Guys Have Already Forgotten Me For Good ,
Leading The Normal Life As You Guys Usually Would .
Now I Know How Important I Am In You Guys' Heart ,
Thought That You Guys Truely Cherish Me .
But I've Been Fooled Like A Complete Retarded ,
Now I Know How Fucking Stupid I Can Be .
Trusted You Guys Like I Always Did ,
I May Be Dumb To Let You Guys Make Use .
But I Won't Be Stabbed By You Guys Till I Really Bleed ,
How I Wish That I Can Live In The Everlasting Past .
If You Guys Can Really Feel What's In Me ,
Cause You Wouldn't Know What I May Turn Out To Be .
Afterall That Had Been Said And Done ,
Those Things That We Have Been Through Together ,
Will Always Be Remembered Like I Always Want .
Thinking Of The Past Won't Make Me Feel Better ,
But , At Least I Will Remember You Guys As A Precious Friends That Everybody Hunts .

Hurtfully By:LeslieChua~

2009-06-03T00:21:00.004+08:00

I'm Weak Cause I Don't Have Hatred In My Character .
I Don't Have The Word Revenge On Top There .
I'm Lacking Of Hate .
A Kind Soul Will Never Hate Someone For Long ,
Neither He/She Will Wants A Revenge That Urgently ,
Nor He/She Wants To Kill You .
Lack Of Anger , Vicious , Temper , Hate , Vengence .

I Think I Will Go And Think About The Poem And Post It Another Day .

Blood , Blood , Blood Test Today . -.-

Three Tubes Of Blood .

Must Suck Blood To 'Bu' Back My Lost Blood . -.-

My Blog Is Being Brought Back To Life ,

Thanks To Vivian Goh Hui Zhen (If I Didn't Spell Wrong) .

Treasure People Around You When They Are Around ,

Don't Wait Till The Day When You Are Being Seperated From Them Then You Regret ,

It Will Be Too Late By Then .

Show Them How Much You Love , Care , Need Them .

Or Else You Will Really Regret .

Signing Off ,

LeslieChua~

2009-05-11T23:07:00.004+08:00

You Think Should I Post ?
Cos If I Post , Its All Sad Things .
Like No Point Posting Right ?
Lols . Like Who Cares About My Lame Stories Arh .
Ya . Nvm . [: This Blog Will Be Dead Till Further Notice . . .

Signing Off . . .

LeslieChua~

2009-05-01T00:16:00.004+08:00

Many Things Happened ,
Loved Ones Engrossed With Someone ,
Stressed Up Cos Of Love ,
Trying To Live My Life Happily ,
Making People Around Me Happy .
Things May Not Go In The Way I Hoped It Would Be ,
Emotions May Run Wild Sometimes .
Trying To Get Back To The Old Self I Was ,
Hope That Something Good Will Happen To Me Soon So That I Will Not Be So Damn Moody Everyday .
I Tried To Accept Someone's Love ,
But I Cant ,
Simply Because I'm Still Thinking Of The One I Really Love ,
The One That I Will Do Anything For .
Guess It's Too Late ,
You're Gone ,
Will Not Be Back In My Arms ,
But I Will Still Care For You ,
Do As Many Things As Possible To Help You Without You Noticing .
Wherever You Are ,
Whatever You Do ,
I Just Hope You Will Really Be Happy ,
And Really Deep Down Happy .
Best Regards To You .
Zutto Kimi-O Omotteru . . .
Thats All Folks ! Take Care !

Holding Onto Things And Vanished ,
Them To The Air ,
Left Me In Pieces ,
But Now I'm Rising From The Ashes ,
Finding My Wings ,
And All That I Needed ,
Was There All Along ,
Within My Reach ,
As Close As The Beat Of My Heart .

LeslieChua~

2009-04-02T22:43:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Lester Chua !

2009-03-19T10:24:00.003+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

2009-02-20T14:12:00.002+08:00

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of meI'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

2009-02-19T18:32:00.005+08:00

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

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MISERABLE

MISERABLE

MISERABLE

2009-01-30T22:09:00.003+08:00

~ ~ ~ ~ ~School From 7.20am Until 12.35pm~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Today Go E!hub Watch Movie With LaoPo , Alvina , And Another Two New Friends . Lols .
The Show Was Funny ....... LOLs .
After Watching , Went To White Sands With LaoPo Find Jun Leong At KFC .
Sit At KFC Awhile , Don Came With Gina And Bao Xian .
6.00pm Lerh , LaoPo Go Work Lerh , Slack Awhile Then Go Friend's House Eat .
After Eating , Went Down Slack With Jun Leong And Don .
Play Play Play . . .
Nothing Liao . . .
Bye Bye ! ! !
Adios ! ! !
Take Care ! ! !

LeslieChua~

2008-12-23T01:30:00.003+08:00

If They Care , They Care . . .

If You Care , You Care . . .

They Do So Much Not Because They Pick On You Or They Hate You , They Do So Much Cos They Care For You , They Are Over Protective .

You May Not Like It , But That Is The Way They Show Their Care And Concern To You .

You May Not Like It , But Just Accept It .

Many Things In Life May Not Go In The Way You Want It To Be , Be It , Relationship , Family , Friends Or Many Others , Somethings Go Is Such A Way That , It Tests You On How Will You Overcome The Problem When There's One Just Up Ahead Of You .

People Do Make Mistakes , But Don't Let The Mistakes Do You , Overcome It .

If A Problem Lies With Someone , Talk To Him/Her , Tell The Person What You Dislike About Him/Her .

Be Honest With The Person , But Before Telling , Make Sure That He/She Will Not Get Angry At You .

Say All The Problems To Him/Her And Give The Person Some Time To Change , Don't Expect The Person To Change Just In One Night .

If You Want To Listen , It's Good , But If You Don't , Then I Don't Know What I Can Really Do For You .

And If I Say That If You Let Me Find Out That You Do Something That I Dislike , I Will Really Not Talk To You , And You Say .' Then Don't Talk Lorh' , You Are Telling Me That You Don't Need Me Anymore , I've Been Thrown Away .

Only You Can Help Yourself Now Since You Don't Want To Listen To Me .

All I Can Do Is Give You Advices On What You Should Do , If It Can't Go In , I Can't Help .

2008-12-17T13:26:00.002+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?'
Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to knooow

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

2008-11-26T22:32:00.003+08:00

I Love You But I Don't .
I Love You But I Hate You .
You Hate Me But You Love Me .
Love Make You Like A Clown ,
So That The World Goes Round .
I Failed In The Love Exams .
I Don't Qualify .

LeslieChua~

2008-11-18T01:12:00.004+08:00

I May Look Happy But I'm Not .
I'm Not As Happy As You Think I Am Today .
My Closest Friend Don't Know Its My Birthday , Thats Why I'm Not .
I Thought They Will Be By Me But They Are Not .
Its All My Wish , But It Didn't Seems To Come True .
Are You Really That Busy That You Don't Know My Birthday ?
Its All Over . Nevermind , Now Its JunLeong's Birthday ! Lets Chiong Later ! [:
Happy Birthday LimJunLeong ! Wish You All The Best In Whatever You Do .
One More Year Can Go Play Pool Already Arh ! [: Can Take IC Already Arh !
Haha . Okay Larh . Take Care Arh ! Wish Your Work Go Smoothly Arh ! [:

LeslieChua~

2008-11-10T00:25:00.003+08:00

Hey Guys ! I'm Going Overseas For A Week Or So . [:
Won't Really Be Posting Much , I Know I Never ... Lols .
That Country Is Kindda Messy , Recently Got Bombing . Lols .
Hope I Do Come Back Peacefully Together . .

LeslieChua~

2008-11-09T11:24:00.000+08:00

2008-10-29T01:02:00.003+08:00

I Don't Love Anyone . No Girlfriends For Real . Unless You Want To Play Play As In Puppy Love With Me Man .
Long Time No Post . [:

2008-10-23T20:59:00.003+08:00

I Not Ganqster . I'm Friendly . Please Don't Judge Me By My Look , I May Look Ghostly , But I'm Friendly If You Are .

Life Is Damn Short , Why Live It Pointlessly ?
Don't Live It With Reqrets .
Live Your Life To The Max , To The Fullest As It Can Be .
Whenever There Are Downs In Your Life , Treat It As A Lesson Learnt For You , Knowinq Your Mistakes And Learn From What People Say About You Or How They Treat You .
Who Wants Their Life To Be Miserable ? Nobody ...... Apparently .
Think Positively , Life Will Be Great .
Sometimes When You're Walkinq Towards Your Dreams/Goals Somethinqs Miqht Just Get In Your Way , So No Matter What , Just Strive Hard , Do Your Very Best And I Believe That If You Tried Hard Enouqh , Nothinq Will Get In Your Way Of Life . So Never Give Up .

2008-10-13T00:20:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Debbie !

2008-10-11T08:25:00.005+08:00

To Whoever :
I May Not Be The Right Person That You Really Love .
Loving Me Will Lead You To Great Pain .
I've Learnt That Its Not The Right Time To Fall Deep In Love Now .
Now Isn't The Right Time .
Time Can Change Many Good Things To Bad , And Bad To Worst .
Loving Someone Now Can Be Just Puppy Love , Can't Really Fall That Deep .
You Wont Know What Will Really Come To You When Times Come .
I Hope This Can Really Go Into Your Mind That Now Is Not The Right Time .
I Know It May Be Painful Hearing All This But Just Remember , I Won't Be Gone Forever .
I Will Still Be Around You .
Still Can Keep In Touch , Won't Be Lost .
Trust Me , I'm Not True To Anyone .
If You Think I Am , Thanks Alot Cos I Do Appreciate Your Thoughts About Me .
If You Love Me , I'll Love You Equally .
But I Don't Know How Much You Really Love Me .
I May Be Gone For Awhile , Maybe A Week Or Two .
Trust Me , No One Is Right For Someone .
Its How You Want To Think About What The Person Do To You , Not What They Have Not .
Think About How They Have Tried , Not How The Fail .
No One Is Perfect .
There Is No Perfect Love Right Now .
But In The Future , Its Up To The Couple .
And If Someone Were To Snatch Anyone Away From The Couple , Don't Blame That Guy .
Blame Yourself , Cos You Didn't Make Your Relationship Strong Enough To Hold Both Of You Together .
So Don't Be Naive Now .

I Ain't As Good As You Think . Okay ?
I'll End Of With This Song . To Whomever .

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz, my hearts been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
or is it true could you really be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
but I wanna take a chance
Oh, please give me a reason to believe
say you're the one
that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love
It's been so hard for me
to give my heart away
but I'd give my everything

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love
Before I fall in love

2008-10-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz, my hearts been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
or is it true could you really be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
but I wanna take a chance
Oh, please give me a reason to believe
say you're the one
that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love
It's been so hard for me
to give my heart away
but I'd give my everything

Someone to have and hold
with all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my up's and down's
Please tell me now before I fall in love
Before I fall in love

2008-09-15T20:05:00.003+08:00

For all this time
Ive been loving you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day you left me here alone
Ive been trying to find
Oh the reason why

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
Cos I dont want this love
To ever end

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

I watched you go
You've taken my heart with you
Oh yes you did
Everytime I tried to reach you on the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
Cos I dont want this love
To ever end
No no no no

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

Maybe I didn't know
How to show it
And maybe I didnt know
What to say
But this time I wont disguise
Then we can build our lives
And we can be as one

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

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2008-09-13T21:50:00.007+08:00

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love what am I without you
I know you were right believing for so long........

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2008-09-08T21:17:00.002+08:00

Although Many Things Happened ,
I Wont Die Cos Of Little Things ,
I Wont Forget You Cos It's Wasting My Time ,
Waitting For You Might Be An Option To Me ,
Waitting But Expectting Nothing From It ,
Cos I Know Its A Deep Cut I've Leave On You ,
But Its Leaving A Bigger Cut On Me Cos I Left One On You ,
But I Wont Die , Cos I Want To See How Our Story Ends ,
May Be Good , May Be Bad ,
But I'll Love You No Matter Where You Stand .
Sooooo , Life Still Carrys On .
Love Isn't What I'm Good In .
Looking At You Hurts Alot , But What To Do ?
Just Accept It Lorh , Lols .
I Really Hope That You Will Be Happy Wherever You Are , Whatever You Do , Whenever You Want .
Wishing You All The Best From The Bottom Of My Heart .
Best Of Luck For Your Results , Friendships , Relationship , Good Bonding With Your Family Members .
Thats What I Can Say .

~ Life Story ~
Did Nothing Much Throughout The Fking Holiday .
But Fell Sick , Got A Fever , Cold , Food Poisoning , Vomitting .
Nothing Much To Say . Lols .
First Day Of School After Holiday .
Going To School With My Nerdy New Bag . Lols .
I Become Guai Kia Liao . [:
School Was Okkay Larh .
Came Home With Hanes , Hanes Went Off To Find His Friend .
At Home No Internet Cos Cut Off , Waitting For Them To Fix A New One .
After They Fix Finish , Can Play Liao . Lols .
Played Game Till Now . Want Sleep Already . [=
Good Night World .
Darling ! Want Meet Up With You Soon .
So Long Never Meet Lei , Lols .
Ever Since You Sick , Never Meet You Lerh . 3 Weeks Lerh .
Hope To Meet Up Soon .

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2008-08-29T22:31:00.006+08:00

Even If I Can't Let Go Of You , I'll Still Have To , Cos I've Learnt That , I Can't Afford To Carry On Hurtting You , I Realise That I'm Hurtting You More And More As Days Passes By . I Really Hope Theres Is Someone Out There That Suits You Better !
Even Though I Love You So Much . I Still Have To Let You Go , If Its Suffering With Me , I Rather I Don't Know You . I May Not Know What Had happen , And I Want To Know , I Hope You Could Really Tell Me Everthing . But Its Too Late . Its All Over , Nothing Can Really Hold You Back . But Still I Love You . I Wished You Were Here , When I Cried , You Left Me . When I Fall , Unable To Pick Myself Up , But I Struggle And Force My Way Through , I Suffered Many Pain , But This Is The Most Painful One . I Don't Want To Waste My Time To Forget You , My Feelings For You Are True , It Isn't False , No Matter Where You Are , What Happens , What You Do , I'll Still Love You , I'll Be Waiting For Your Return , But This Time , I Wont Do Anymore Mistake , I've Learnt , Learnt How To Love , How To Care , But Its Too Bad I've Learn It Too Late , If Not I Can Love You Right , Care For You Right . I Do Love You , If Not I Won't Cry For A Few Nights . I Kept My Feelings All Inside Cos I Don't Want To Hurt You . I'm Now All Alone , I Really Need You .
Maybe I Don't Know How To Love You Right ? Maybe I Don't Love You Enough ? Maybe I Don't Know How To Show My Love For You ? Maybe I Don't Understand You Well Enough ? Maybe I Loved You The Wrong Way ? I Really Don't Know What Had Happen , But I'm Willing To Listen . I've Remember You Told Me That You Want To Be The First To Know Everything Bout Me . I Still Remembered Many Many Things . Almost Every Single Thing That You've Said To Me . All In My Mind . I Felt So Useless When I Just See You Cried And I Did Nothing , I Really Felt Like Dying At The Moment . When You Cried , I Can't Make You Smile , I Can't Cheer You Up , I Felt So Damn Useless . I Really Hope To Know You Well .
Even Though I Can't Let Go , I Still Have To . Cos I Simply Love You , I Really Don't Know Why I Am Like That . But Afterall , I Really Wish That You Would Be Deeply Loved By Someone That Is Right For You , Someone That Loves You . But That Won't Stop Me From Loving You . I Love You , Deep Down In Me , I Love You Like No Others Can , And I'm Waiting For You , Baby .

2008-08-27T17:14:00.007+08:00

Somethings Might Not Go In The Way That You Wanted , Somethings Just Happen When You Need Something To Go In Your Way . I Told My NuEr This ,
'She's Leaving Lerh , Why Want To Make Yourself Look Damn Sad Then She See Us Sad Then She Also Sad ? She Change School Might Not Be A Bad Thing . It May Be A Good Thing For Her , Better Learning Environment ? I Don't Want Her Worry That We Sad Cos She Leaving , Then She Will Sad Too . So What For Make Her Sad ? Rather Make Her Happy Happy So That She Won't Feel Guilty About Our Sadness. '
I May Not Show You That I Am Sad Or Angry , I Only Show You That I Am Happy Cos I Want You To Be Happy . And That Don't Mean That I Don't Feel Sad At All , Its All Just Bottled Up . I May Show You That I Don't Understand , But Deep Down In Me , I Do . I Always Think , What Happen If I Say Something Bad About You To You ? My Answer Will Always Be , I Think You Will Be Angry , So I Didn't Say Anything To You , I Always Want To Ask You To Really Think About What You Have Really Done , Maybe You Will Think That You Do Nothing Wrong ? Maybe . But Why Do I Felt Hurt ? I Know That You Are Leaving , Changing School , Good For You , Maybe . But Do You Know That I've Never Thought Of Letting You Go ? And I Really Wished You Could Stay , I Really Wished . If I Can Do Anything To Make You Stay , I Would , Really Anything . But Its Not Your Decision To Stay . Hope You Can Understand .I Love You . And Nothing Can Stop Me . I'll Wait For You .

2008-08-26T21:21:00.002+08:00

I Want My Star To Be With Me Forever , I'm F**king Selfish ! Because I Don't Want Anyone To Hurt Her , I Want To Protect Her By Myself !
I Am Seriously Lost Without Her , I Really Don't Know What To Do If She's Gone ... Really . What Will I Become ? Why Will I Become That Way ? I Really Want To Know , So That I Will Really Know How Important Is She To Me , I Really Want To Know , Cos I Was Too Sure Till I Don't Know . Baby , Its Not That I Didn't Tell You Anything , Its Because , I Want You To Be Happy And Not Troubled Over My Troubles . But If I Were To Let You Go , The Only Thing I Were To Wish For Is For You To Come Back To Me Again . Baby , I Love You , Yes I Do .

2008-08-19T21:54:00.005+08:00

Even Though You Aren't By Me Ever Again , I Will Still Love You Till The Max , Letting Go Isn't What I Always Wanted , And The Only Time When I've Ever Thought Of Letting You Go Is The Time When I Felt That I've Let You Suffered , I Didn't Think What Will Eventually Happen If I Were To Let Go , But I Didn't Give Up , I Continued Loving , Persevere For This Relationship . It May Sounds Stupid But I Don't Mind Even If It Were The Stupidest Thing Ever On Earth , I Don't . If Loving You And Being With You Would Hurt You , I Rather I Really Go Somewhere Far Away So That You Would Be Real Happy . I Don't Care What Happens To Me , All That Matters Is You . I May Put Up A Smiley Face Wherever I Go , But Deep Down Inside , Its All Bottled Up , I've Never Told Anyone How I Really Felt , Not Even My Parents . I Really Hope That You Will Be Happy , And Not Be Alone There With No One Caring For You . I Know Many People Cares For You , But I Really Hope That Someone That Really Loves You Can Give You Something More Then I Can , Hopefully , He Might Be The Right Guy You're Finding For . But Nothing Is Perfect , I'm Never Perfect , But Neither Was You . But I Love You Not Because You Are Perfect , Its Because You Are Not , I Love You Because You Are Bad In Somethings , Not Cos You Have A Pretty Face , And You Do Have , I Love You Just Because You Are You , You Are Lousy In Somethings , And I Am Willing To Help You To Be Good In The Things That You Are Bad In . If Only I Can Really Show You How I Really Feel . But I Don't Know How , With Your Character , Its Difficult , But I Am Willing To Try My Very Best , Till I Die . And I'm Really Sorry That You've Really Did So Much But I Don't Know Not Because You Don't Show , Its Becaues I Don't Know How To Recieve It . And If You Were To Let Go Of This Love , And Maybe Hope For Something Better , I Will Respect Your Decision . I Don't Need You To Give Me Another Chance Cos Its Isn't As Pure As Before Already .
This Whole Thing May Sound Stupid To You . But Its What I Really Want To Say . Hope That You Can Understand .
Baby . I Love You .

My Blog's Dead For The Moment . You Still Can Tag , I'll Reply . And I'll Linke You If You Ask Me To .

2008-08-18T15:50:00.005+08:00

Wah ! So Long Never Blog Lerh . Haha . Busy Arh .
Lols . These Days Were Quite Good Larh . But Only That , I Cant Really Get Close To My Laopo . She Just Didn't Really Have Anything To Talk To Me Now .
Nvm . I'll Still Try To Hold On To This Relationship , Never Give Up . [:
Today Went To School , Gave Something To My Laopo , Hoping That It Would Be Something Sweet For Her .
Maybe It Isn't ? I'm Guessing . Tell Me If I'm Wrong .
Then She Gave It To Hanes And Ask Him Give Me Back -.-
Then I Asked Hanes Give Her Back And Don't Take Back . Lols .
Thanks Alot Hanes . [:
But Something's Wrong , Hanes Didn't Really Talk To Me Already . Lols .
Nevermind . After School , Went To Gate There , Tot Of Going Home . But Something Just Holds Me Back . I Don't Know What .
Not Long Later , I Met My Laopo , She Going Home , Then I Send Her To Bus Stop . I Guess I Know What Holded Me Back Already . Talk-ed Some Nonesense On The Way There .
She Went Up To The Bus , I Went Home , Nothing To Do , Feel Like Going Out . But No One Want Go ? Lols . Nothing To Do . -.-
I'll Stop Here . [:

I Love You Not Despite Your Flaws , [=
Its Because Of Your Flaws .[=
Hope You Can Really Feel How Much I Love You . [=

2008-08-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

Wohoo ! Ps . Comp Got Prob For The Past 2 Days .
But I Managed To Fixed It MYSELF ! O.o
K ! Back To Blog !
Ytd Was Terrible ! Did F***ing Nothing At Home . Sleeping . My Plan Was Going Out Wif Laopo Derh . I Wanted To Go To The _ _ _ _ _ [Guess It Yourself , Hanes You Know Don't Say] One Larh ! Haiis ! Failed ! D:
Nvm ! Still Got Long Way ! [:
Today Nothing Much Happened .
Just Went To School With Sulky Mood , But Saw My Dear Laopo , I'm Smile-ing Again .
Laopo Is My Happy Medicine [:
Lols . Shall Stop Here . Nothing Much Bout Me . -.-

I Always Remembered That All I Want Is For You To Be Happy , But I Neglected Myself .
If You're Happy . What Bout Me ? 0.o
But What Matters Is You're Happy .
I Don't Matter At All . [:
Laopo , I Do Love You . Just That I Ain't As Good As You Want Me To Be .
But I'll Try For You . Anything , Just Anything For You .
Love Ain't One Person ! Its Two That Builds Up The Relationship Together , Make It Strong Together . [:

2008-08-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

Today . Woke Up At 10.24am . Latest Ever I Guess . Lol .
Played Comp , Asked Hanes If He Want To Follow Me Change The Bear At Tm .
Went There , Changed Already , Went To Elias Mall Eat With HoMeng And Khairi .
Then Went To Syed House Play Soccer ,Sun Tanning , Then Went Swimming And Suana . Lols .
Went To Play Soccer Again With Guai Lan People . Lols .
Went Back To Syed House , Ate , Cool Down .
Then Went To Block , See Hanes Play Skateboard , Do Stunns . Lols .
On The Way Home . Msged My Lovely Laopo , She Went To Sleep Went I Just Reached Home . Lols . Came Home Nia Quarrel Like Dono Wad .
Slammed Doors At Parents . -.-
Dono Wads Wrong With Me . 0.o???
Damn F***ed Up Larh . Haiis .
I Shall Stop Here . Bo Mood Liao . -.- Bye . [:

I'm Looking Foward For That Date . [: And Only You Can Make Me Happy . x33

2008-08-09T00:30:00.007+08:00

Thinking Bout Today ...............
This Is What Happens ....................................
Today's School Was Kindda Hot . But Still Had Lots Of Fun .
After School , Send Laopo To Bus Stop Then I Go Back Home .
Changed , Went To Meet Hanes , Go TM .
Lols . Hanes So Handsome , Got Ppl Take His Number Sial ! Wtf !
Zai ! haha . But Hanes Is Like , Fuck Off Larh , Lols . I Don't Want Give lidat lorh , But I Asked Him Give . At Least Be Friends Oso Can . Lols . Hanes Got New Friends !
Went Home Put Things , Then Go To Marcus B'Dae Party !
Lols .Throw Water Balloons , Throw Ppl Into Pool ! Lols . I Wear Formal Larh , Kanna Wet Lols .
Late Already , Me And Hanes Took Cab Home . Dropped Me First Then Hanes Went Home . Lols .
I Didn't Went Home Straight , I Slacked Downstairs My House Talking To My Laopo ! hahas .
Love Talking To Her . [:
Okay .. I'll Shall Stop Here . Sleepy .

Laopo ! I'll Love You And Make You Feel Loved Like No Others Can .
I'll Give You The Love That No Others Can .
I'll Be By You Always .
But , Trust Me , I Do Love You .
And Prove To Me That You Do Love Me .
Prove Your Love For Me .
It Can't Be Only One Person Doing All The Things And Hoping It Could Last .
Laopo , I Seriously Love You ! Believe Me . I DO .
Laopo ! I Need Time To Learn , I Want To Do Everything For You , So That I Could Make You Happy . Believe Me . And I Need Time .
Laopo , I Love You .
I'M Sharon's Baby (:

2008-08-07T20:01:00.004+08:00

Thinking About Just Now . I Feel So Stupid Larh . Haiis .

Today Morning , Went To School . As Usual .
First Period Mother Tongue , Teacher Shouting Like Siao . -.-
Then Played Volly Ball During PE .
Next , Make Mr Tay Angry . -.-
Then Do Art , Science Pratical And English . Lols . Ms Janice Last Day . (: Wish Her Good Luck (:
After School , Went Home Change Then Go To Hanes House Play With Elly . (:
Elly Became Very Playful Lorh , But Still Cute Larh .
After That About 4Plus 5 Go To School There Wait For My Laopo .
Sat Outside There For Quite Long . Cold Like Fuck Sial .
But Nvm , Wait For Her Is Worth It One , Lols .
But She Say I Go There oso No Use Sia !
haiiiiis , Sad Like Fuck oso .
I Sick I Still Go Find Her , Wait For Her , And Lidat Sia . Lols . Nvm .
Desmond , Elisa , Belinda Went Home .
Next Lynn , Den My Laopo And Nuer , Den I Walk Home . Poor Thing Uh . Lols . In The Rain Somemore .
Machiam Retarded Sia .
Reached Home . All Wet , On Fan Blow Me , Play Comp , Go Play Sever , Lols . No One Miss Me Lorh . Lols .
K Larh . Shall Stop Here .

Think Differently Of Me .
I Ain't As Good/Bad As You Think I Am .
I'm Just A Normal Person You See On The Streets .
Understand Me . I Do Things With Special Reasons .
Love Me . Its Not Easy Loving Me . [:
Hate Me All You Want . But I Wont Hate You Back .

2008-08-04T21:11:00.003+08:00

morning , went to school . lessons all damn sian larh .
after school , went home change den go ws buy cat food .
c rose . c ring . dono wan buy anot .
bought the food . went to hanes house downstairs . find the kitten .
cant find . den hanes went home . i continue finding .
tired liao . tot of going sial . den hanes call me . i went back to hanes block . slack awhile more .
wait for hanes come down . den i tot go find again . try my luck . den i go walk walk .
how i noe , i found Elly ! Lols .
cool man . brought Elly up to hanes house outside den play wif her . fed her . play play .
so cool . late already . i go home . hanes brought Elly down back to her mother . Lols .
so fun . i go home . damn late . lols . den nothing do eh .
chatting wif samantha , talk talk bout love things . talk about tomorrow do wad . Lols .
I'm Not Handsome At All ! Hahas , Nice ! I'm Ugly . (:
I Love Sharon !

2008-08-02T14:56:00.002+08:00

guess u don wanna talk to me .

den i shall fuck off far far away .

2008-08-01T17:32:00.007+08:00

Went To School Today . Actually Its Everyday . (:
School So Fucked Up . Early In The Morning Make Me Scold Teacher .
Ask Us Walk Up Den Go Back Down To Where We Came From .
Nvm Already .
After School Liao , Going Home , saw My Beloved Darling Outside Waiting For Desmond .
Tot She So Good Wait For Me Seh . Lols .
Went Off To Home . Didn Send Her To Bus Stop . She Got Her Friends . (:
Went To My House With Hanes , Took His PSP . Went To Downtown Meet 'HIS Cherie' Send Them To Bus Stop , Including Hanes . They Went Home . I Went To 418 Saw James , Nigel , Etc ....
Reached Home , Sick But Still Play Comp . Listen To Song . Msg My LaoPo .
She Wan Rest . (:

LaoPo , Sometimes I Cant Understand What You Trying To Mean .
I Dono Why We Are Like Getting Further And Further Apart .
It Feels Like We're Drifting .
But My Love Is Not .
LaoPo , I Am Serious About You .Seriously Serious .
Loving Someone Isn,t Enough I Noe .
You've Got To Love Him/Her From Your Heart And It Will Last Even If You Are Apart .
LaoPo , I Love You Truthfully , Faithfully , Whole Heartedly , Devotedly .
I Can Hate Just Anyone But Not You .
You've Got To Trust Me .
Cos I Trust You .
LaoPo , Love Me For Me .

2008-07-31T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hanes , Sorry For Not Slacking With You .
I Not So Free This Few Days . (:
Busy With Some Things . (:
Test , Studies , Game >.<>
LaoPo , Hope We Can Go Out With You Soon , I Want To Go Out On A Date With You ! ! !
Honey , I Want To Be As Close As We Were Before , Even Closer In Fact .
I Hope , Even If Anything Would Happen , I Don Want You To Hide Anything From Me .
I Hope You Can Tell Me Everything And Let Me Share The Problems With You . (: k .
I Want You To Be A Strong Girl . Stand Up When You Fall , And Become Stronger And Never Let Yourself Fall Again , But I Will Be There To Help You Up . I Will Be By You Always . I Don Want To Be A Useless Boyfriend . I Want To Be A Boyfriend That Will Show Care And Concern To You , Love You .
LaoPo , Wo Hen Ai Hen Ai Ni ! Bie Li Kai Wo !
Xiang Xin Ni Zhi Zi , Ye Xiang Xin Wo .
Wo Hui Gei Ni Xing Fu Derh . ♥

2008-07-30T22:15:00.001+08:00

No Longer As Close As We Are Before . I Don't Want This .
LaoPo , Wo Ai Ni .

2008-07-28T21:11:00.003+08:00

i dono how come i felt this , i don like it but i hav to say , i think we're drifting , cos of studies . but its good for you , cos i wan u to study hard , i dare not tell you . but i wan to tell someone , but i kept it till now . i cant keep it forever in my heart . it do nothing good . but i'm happy tat you are studying well ; hard ;
working hard . (: but still . i wont let studies affect my love towards you . iloveyou .

baby . its you tat i really love . i can only love you so deep . loving you is'nt easy , but i chose to not give up . jus cos i love you , i'm selfish . i don wan give you to anyone , i wan u all my myself , i wan to make u happy . loving someone , is wanting tat person happy , but i wan to make u happy not by others , its by me . i wan to giv you happiness , not letting someone else giv u happiness . i believe i can make u happy and its all from me . i love you . i don mind u put studies first , but i jus wan to let you know , i'm serious bout you . i may be close to other girls around me , but not cos i'm flirting , its bcos they are my friends . i cant lose them , and i don wan bcos of them i lose you . many things have happened , but its all over , and anything in the future , i wan us to be together always . supporting each other to no give up . when you're down . i really wish u would tell me , and let me be the one cheering you up .
baby , i love you .

2008-07-25T23:12:00.004+08:00

Simply Just Missing My Baby !

today got cross country , walked all the way . 4km . zzz . so lame sial .
rain like siao . played in the rain . chase lorry . lols . disturb people .
lols . fun sia . distrub the looney . lols . running wif trash bag over his head den we go tear his bag , lols .
after the run . went to dte eat mac . lols . den go home . lols .
used comp . till now . so bored eh , lols .
i going rest lerh . bye ! (:

Baby . I Miss You !
Miss You Badly Larh ! Siala .
Hope To Go Out Wif You Eh . Lols .
Baby . Take Care . (:

2008-07-22T18:29:00.003+08:00

The Longer You Delay . The Deeper The Knife Stabs .
I Love You .. Tats All I Can Say .
Got No Mood To Do Things .
Take Care , Baby .

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2008-07-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

Yo Back Again . Baby . I Really Need You To Tell Me Everything . I Don't Want You To Hide Anything From Me . Trust Me . I'll Be There For You . But I Need To Know Wad's Going On . I Must Know . Don't Bcos Of Some Small Things , We End Up Quarreling Ok ?
As Wad I Promised . I Won't Let You Get Hurt , I WONT .
It Hurts When You Tell Me You Don't Want To Share , I Need;Have;Must Know What You Thinking;Worrying About . If You Are In A Mess . I Will Tidy Them Up For You .
Baby . Don't Hide Ok . When You Told Me You Don't Feel Like Talking . Its Like A Thousand Arrows Piercing Right Through Me .
When I Needed Someone To Talk To , I Always Hope Its You , Baby .
Cos I Don Want To Hide , I Want You To Know What I Am Doing/Thinking/Feeling . And Not Keeping You In The Dark And Keep All My Problems From You .
I Don Want To Leave You Behind . I Want To Be Wif You , Tats All .
Baby . I Love You . I Want To Go Through The Highs And Lows With You .
I Believe You Want To Too Right .
I Promised to Myself . I Won't Let You Get Any Kind Of Hurt .
I Won't Hurt You . Cos I Love You .
I Need To Know ...............

Simply Because .... I Love You .

2008-07-21T15:33:00.002+08:00

I'm Fine Baby ! . Don Worry Bout Me K ? (:
Going Out Meet Nigel . (:

2008-07-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

Simply Missing You .

2008-07-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

Woke Up At 5.38am . Then Sleep Again . Lols .
Dono Wad I Doing Sia .

woke up at 9.21am , wash up . went to grandparents' place .
Gathering . slacking whole day . nothing do . msged baby .
she busy so i slept till cousin came .
bored . so we watched DVD(tokyo drift). nothing do .
after watching . slack again . sleep again . den wake up , first thing i do . i msged baby . (:
den bathe , eat , msg msg msg , watch tv .
reached home at 9.40pm .
used comp . read my baby's blog . >.<
read hanes's blog .
read amanda marmmie's blog .
still bored . -.-
nvm , i go slack AGAINNNNNN .

Baby , I Miss You . >.<
Missing You Badly ! X

2008-07-18T18:25:00.005+08:00

Omg ! I Made My Darling Angry Today . F*** Myself Sial !
I Promised That I Will Not Make Her Hurt , But Just What I Did Today !?
Hate Myself For Hurtting Her . Hate Myself To The Core Man !
Haiis . Wad The F*** Sial Me !
Baby ! I'm So So So Soooo The Sorry . I Didn't To Do All That , Its All My Fault , Sorry .
I Should Not Make You Angry , Should Talked To You Even If You Asked Me Not To .
I Should Hold You Back . Sorry .
Baby , I love you ! Just Don't Know If You Can Feel It Now , I Can't Explain How Much I Love You Now .
Just Finished Emoing . Missing You Hell Loads Larh !
Didn't Hug You , When You Went Up To The Bus , The Last I Saw Was The Back View Of You .
I Didn't Even Get To See You For The Last Time Before You Got Up To The Bus Lorh .
Baby ! I Really Miss You Right Now !
You Should Know How Fast It Takes For Me To Miss You Eh .
And Wad Will I Do .
I Just Finish Doing What I Will Do If I Miss You . But Still . I Am Missing You Now . Every Single Mintue , Every Second . Baby , Why Didn't I Hold You Back !?
I Hate Myself Larh Dey !
But Baby ! I Love You , Tats All I Can Do . (:
If Its Too Little , Tell Me . (:
School Was Kindda Fun . But English Teacher Damn Biased , Damn Arshole !
I Just walk out of the class and went to 2nb nia . she ask me go back . i went back .
Then Later . She Called The School And Said That She Cant Control Class .
Then Mr Jerry Tan Came , Brought Those Making Noise And Those Walking Outside To the Turning Point There . Talked To Us . We Was Abit Kind .
He Gave Us Another Chance . Asked Us Go Back Class And Appologise To The Teacher . We Went Back .
Syafiq(Chairman) Said 'CLASS MANNERS' Its Suppose To Be Those Making Noise And Those Walking Appologise To Teacher .
But The Whole Class Stood Up . Then We Laughed Like Siao .
But We Appologised To Teacher Lerh Then We Sat And Do The Sandwich Thing . Lols .
Then School Ended . Hanes Gangster Seh , Friendly With TingPoh . TingPoh Cant Take It , Then Nigel Went In . Wasn't Fair Cos Nigel Older Then Hanes Lei . Lols . But Nvm . Over Already .
Then Slacked Wif Amandda Marmmie ! Hahas , Kindda Fun Though , Then Sent Her To Bus Stop Then I Went Home . Didn't Go Home Straight , I Emo-ed Downstairs My House , Thinking Of My BABY .
Came Up . Used Comp Nth Do . (:
BOREDDDDDDDDDDD .

BABY . i noe i'm wrong . i'm seriously sorry for wad i have done jus now .
i love you . but i really didn mean to hurt you .
i saw hanes doing it . so i told him , i oso wan , den he said ok . so i asked myself , wad pict or letter can i put there .
den first thing i thought is YOU ; MY BABY . So i remembered tat you liked stars . u are in love wif them . so i decided to carve a star there .
sorry baby .. i didn noe tat it will hurt you . sorry baby . its not your fault at all ok ? sorry .

2008-07-15T19:21:00.001+08:00

bored . nothing do .

1. Your status please.
# Attatched . Sweetly To Sharon

2. How many hours do you sleep?
# Not Sure .

3.Do you own a laptop or cellphone?
# Handphone .

4 Where is your bf/gf?
# In My Heart .

5.Last person you kissed?
# My Darling .

6. Have you been to the movie in last 5 days ?
# No .

7. Last food that you ate?
# Bread .

8. Your dream vacation?
# Anywhere . As Long As Got My Darling .

9.Have you been in love?
# Yup .

10. Do you miss anyone right now?
# Yup . Missing Her Badly .

11. What are you listening to right now?
# Nothing .

12. Do you collect anything?
# Yes . Love From My Darling .

13. Last time you took shower?
# 10 Minutes Ago .

14. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
# Yup . Now Lorh .

15. Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
# Yes .

16. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
# I Would Change Myself For Her .

17. What's in your mind?
# Sharon .

18.how do you feel right now?
# Half-Dead .

19. What was the last SMS you receive about?
# About Love .

20. Do you smoke?
# Ya . -.- .

21. Usual first impression on you.
# Bad ?

22. Last person you talked to on the phone?
# Sharon .

23. What's yr answer in no.8?
# Anywhere . As Long As Got My Darling .

24 . Where's the best time to eat icecream?
# Anytime . When Theres My Darling , Anytime Will Be Good .

25. What are you doing tomorrow?
# Study , Play , Slack .....

26. Were you a nerd in 5th grade?
# Not So Sure .

27. Have you ever been on Tv?
# Maybe .

28. Have you ever loved so much that you're willing to sacrifice your life for him/her?
# Yeah . I'm Trying To Do It Now .

29. 3 things about yourself?
# Handsome , Hot , Sexy -.-

30. What's bothering you?
# Anything Tat Can Bother Me .

31. What are you thinking abt?
# My Beloved Darling .

33. Best childhood memory?
# No Memories .

34. 3 of your biggest fears:
# Betrayed , My Love Leave Me , Fears .

35 . Would you ever get back together with any of your ex's if they asked you?
# I'm Back Nowwwww .

36. Want to marry?
# Yes .

37. To whom?
# My Darling .

38. Alaska or Hawaii?
# Both Oso Can , Got My Darling Can Lerh .

39.Do you love chocolates?
# YA . MY FAVOURITEs .

40. Words for the day.
# Lovely .

2008-07-15T15:49:00.001+08:00

boring .
nooooooooo moodddddddddddddddddddddddd

2008-07-14T19:49:00.002+08:00

yo ! haha . i finally noe how to do my skin . jus learned . lols .
i've change my skin lerh . how is it ?
k . lets start ......

morning . my beloved darling ask me go meet her . go playground , i tot she meeting me first .
lols . but i waited there , but nvm . haha .
school wasn't good . mood flying high n low . ppl damaged my classroom .
whole class was in a chaos . everyone went berserk .
but me .... sitting there keeping quiet n trying to stay calm . (: i managed to . lols
its an achievement , i didn get angry fast . lols .
after school ....
i called hanes . ask him come out meet me wif sharon n charmaine(my only daughter)
we sat there . stare in space . lols .
sent charmaine home ....
den went to my house . tell my mother i got girlfriend . -.-
she got no reaction eh .....
den slacked at my house for like 30 mins ....
hanes played maple ..... HIS ACC KANNA HACK .....
damn angry . if i noe who .... i kill tat person sia .....
but hanes was calm .... he said nvm ..... but still i tried to think who .
but nvm .... we can play new one .
i bathed . went to coffee express to find kitty ...
had some drinks . its kinda late . raining too . hanes went home . kitty too .
left me n sharon . so i sent her home . its my job though
walked her to her block ...
gave a good bye hug ..... n kiss ..... (:
still missing her . haha . went to back to bus stop .
i tot i lost my way cos no bus came . but i didn . lols . 81 came . i went up . saw yixian , darren , wayne . i didn talk to them . lols . like ignored them . lols .
went home . missing my darling more . XD
i called hanes . talked to him . hope he can absorb wad i said to him .
hope he can really think through wad i've said to him . really .
i cared for him . so i adviced him .
ate , n i finally learned how to change my F***ing blog skin ! lols .
its a achievement !

k i'm done for today .

baby .

u will be the one tat i love always .

the last i hugged .

the last i kissed .

the last i really missed .

the one i am happy wif .

the one i need .

the one i love .

you and i will be a never ending story .

i love you baby .

2008-07-11T21:19:00.002+08:00

school so sian ! i accidently skipped lit test ! omq ! wtf sial . lols . nvm .

after school ..... went home chanqe ... den qo hanes house slack slack ! den drizzlinq eh . den i qo fetch sharon up . slack at hanes house till 6 lidat . soo happy wif her ... she qave me joy eh , hahas . den after tat we send my darlinq home . soooo fun . bus so little ppl ! den the whole bus like ours lidat . lols . playinq in the bus . lols . den send my darlinq till her house there . den qo out wif hanes .... qo loyanq point ! eat mac ... we ordered a meal .... qot one cup free .... its beijinq 2008 derh . den i send him to bus stop . he took bus . i reached home . he called me ... tellinq me tat his bleedinq . the qlass broke n cut his knuckle ... bleedinq alot . hope his fine now ......
missinq my darlinq . i cant call throuqh her phone eh , worried sick larh sial .
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